Rising Sun?

yeah... dae's not looking coz he already found me.

okay enough of that.
i know i just blogged like an hour ago but whatthehell. it's my world bear with it.

the sun is rising and i'm not yet sleepy.i love this time of the day. i want to see the sun's rays hitting the face of someone i love during sunrise. it looks so pretty. oh how i wish i have a boyfriend to do this. or at least someone i really truly like and not someone i think i like and hurts me everytime i remember him.

nostalgic? yes maybe.
tired? yes, a lot but i have a ton of things to do and i listed it all down. i doubt that i could successfully accomplish all of these things but i might as well try. maybe, just maybe, everything will turn out the way i wanted it to.

i know my social life is gonna suffer, i'm bankrupt because of my stupidity and i'm too proud to ask for help. i have too many plans, yes. and i am planning to execute them soon.

okay i'm not yet sleepy but i don't want to think anymore, thinking makes me frustrated, frustrated that my braincells are not as brilliant as it was before. i need new books, new movies.
i need to polish my grammar and my diction.

oh and i need a life.

*~ciao for now
niXXie