don't cha want it?

actually i don't. it needs to stop so i could get over it. i know i want to forget about it... or do I? i'm confused. i know nothing good will come out of this. and because i need to breathe normally i need to forget that i had/have a crush on him. ohohoho. nasty.

he's making it all hard on me. with that crazy bedroom voice of his. and him never failing to call out your name. and the grabbing your arm just so you'd notice him.

kamooowwwnnn!!!

this afternoon i walked pass him, i knew he was there but i didn't greet him and he grabbed my arm making me kinda obliged to say hi. and after that i walked pass him again looking straight forward again attempting not to talk or notice or acknowledge him, but then AGAIN i failed. he asked me if i was alright.

ahhhh thoughtful fag. please to be really annoying tomorrow. please. i don't want to be sucked in to your charm again. it will slowly kill me again. ain't one sem of awful misery and confusing happiness enough?

i'm scared of sir gonzalo and his class. he said that it would be the hardest class we'd have this sem. more accounting, more cases. more effort and deffinately more headaches.