fcuktard

i spent nearly an hour doing this, hoping that it would make a nice wallie. damn. i forgot about certain things and it came out in the wrong size. not proper for ANY monitor.

fucktard

i'll just make it in to a multiply theme soon. when i have the time and the patience.

i made lasagna and homg was it a failure, well the eggplant was. didn't cook thoroughly. but everything else was well.

i'm sleepy. i still need to wake up early to finish daniel and rebecca's enrollment.

i'll sleep nao.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

smile

it's been raining for the past few days and all i could do is smile. i love the rain i don't mind getting wet as long as i don't need to do something important or if i need to go in to an air conditioned room.

good things.
the start of classes has been moved due to the A(H1N1) virus thing. means an extended vacation for me. more time to watch mcdreamy and she-sheperd.

for some reason i re-set the counter in this world. i'm just really curious if people do pass by xD.

too much craig david lately. his songs make me fall in love sadly i still have no person of affection but who's looking? haha

i know it's late and cold but i must shower
random rant later.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

girl crush alert

i mean come on!

she's hot, sexy and really pretty plus she was a model in JAPAN!

yeah!

it's Kate Walsh

aka

Addison Montgomery-Sheperd in Grey's Anatomy
or simply
Addison Montgomery in Private Practice.

i can't get enough of her. i really looooooveeee her. xD
i don't care if she's 40.
she looks effing 28
xD

*~ciao for now
niXXie

ps. i know this is an uberly random post
but i really like kate welsh
and i want a daughter so i can name her addison.

happiness

what is it anyways?

in some liberated parts of the world it usually comes after a hot night with your boyfriend. in some it comes when you get candy.

in my case. it comes when i least expect it to. and hopefully that time would be soon coz i want to be happy and i want it now.

the icon is crap coz you can barely see the boys. but my wallpaper is great, simple, but great.

no words because i can't think of any.

tomorrow is enrollment and i need classes, i need cwts and pe. hopefully i could get those classes tomorrow.

i'm not gonna sleep tonight coz i woke up around 5:45pm and that's not good. haha. hopefully tomorrow would be a productive day.

to waste my time i'm going to continue watching grey's anatomy and drool over mcdreamy's hotness.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

Rising Sun?

yeah... dae's not looking coz he already found me.

okay enough of that.
i know i just blogged like an hour ago but whatthehell. it's my world bear with it.

the sun is rising and i'm not yet sleepy.i love this time of the day. i want to see the sun's rays hitting the face of someone i love during sunrise. it looks so pretty. oh how i wish i have a boyfriend to do this. or at least someone i really truly like and not someone i think i like and hurts me everytime i remember him.

nostalgic? yes maybe.
tired? yes, a lot but i have a ton of things to do and i listed it all down. i doubt that i could successfully accomplish all of these things but i might as well try. maybe, just maybe, everything will turn out the way i wanted it to.

i know my social life is gonna suffer, i'm bankrupt because of my stupidity and i'm too proud to ask for help. i have too many plans, yes. and i am planning to execute them soon.

okay i'm not yet sleepy but i don't want to think anymore, thinking makes me frustrated, frustrated that my braincells are not as brilliant as it was before. i need new books, new movies.
i need to polish my grammar and my diction.

oh and i need a life.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

and then...

gosh.
it took me almost an hour to retrieve the password for this account.
it turns out this is the first thing that comes up when you search 'nixxiedoodlez' sooo i'm going to try and revive this.
not that much of a writer anymore
but i can try. :)

i have to make this a more cozy place for me to blog in to
or else i would get bored and well leave
just like what i did 2 years ago.

a lot has changed
i'm older
i'm wiser
and hell of a lot prettier.

haha so yeah that's it.
more love?
haha
amma try and keep my parting thing.

*~ciao for now~*
niXXie

my blog is like so dead. lazy me... just so i could put something hre i'm reposting my da journal...

so yeah... i watched the super junior movie like thrice already and all i and all that i can say is that it is love...<3>

plus i'm too lazy to type. i'm starting to be active in asianfantics... lulsz i came across a forum that i love...

KIHAE..

lulsz yah it's the pairing i love... 100% support!!! wooohooo!!!

arent they like so cute together?? spread the kihae love!!! soon i'll post some kihe moments from the movie... lulsz... love love love...

the semester is gonna end soon. lulsz... for a fun fact i kinda like my life here i my uni. i hate the work but i love the freedom nand the fresh air and the new friends... again with korean fangirling stuff...

i'm curently fangirling over GongYu. the guy in coffee prince lulsz.. i bought some of his old movies and ordered those which were not available yesterday... we buy cheap burned cds... i mean we could buy a whole korean series with 24 episodes in just one disk for like 1 USDollar.. the quality may not be as great as theorginal but it's worth it for somything that's that cheap. lulsz...<3>

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him