finally a blog... a long first post...
so yeah... this is like so long overdue. i've been wanting to make a blog of my own for like months. but i can't get myself to make time and actually create one. thats why my multiply and deviantart accounts are considered as my 'blogs' but now... yay!
i'm an addict i know... and i consider it drugs... all the music videos, the cfs, interviews and shows. ~how am i supposed to live without you now that i've been lovin you so long...~ my life currently revolves around korean bishies. this addiction is taking over my life...*redundant much* but who cares? i don't! i'm happy, and that's all that matters right?
i hope it's that simple... what will happen when school starts? once schools starts i really need to straighten up my act. specially since i want to transfer to UP Diliman next school year and actually run for honors. i know i was so careless during highschool. i know that i could have easily received a medal during graduation if i actually made an effort. all my teachers nag me every time i see them that i should do my best since i was (and hoping that i still am) good. and carrying some regrets form highschool i am aiming for something that they say can easily acheived by me... i know it's possible but with the current state of my addiction, i am a little scared.
yes i am now eating, sleeping and breathing korean bishies. mainly Se7en, Dong Bang Shin Ki, and Super Junior. actually it's juts them. a total of 19 cute and talented guys
. and yes i am still bitter to ryeowook but whatdaheck i like his voice even though its a little pitchy at times. it's already a daily ritual to watch them perform. a day would not be complete withou seeing them, and by that a minimum of an hour and a half of watching videos, some time spent in picture browsing while their songs resonate in the background. i like my addiction. it's legal and i'm happy.
. and yes i am still bitter to ryeowook but whatdaheck i like his voice even though its a little pitchy at times. it's already a daily ritual to watch them perform. a day would not be complete withou seeing them, and by that a minimum of an hour and a half of watching videos, some time spent in picture browsing while their songs resonate in the background. i like my addiction. it's legal and i'm happy.but don't get me wrong. it doesn't mean that just because it's legal and it makes me happy means that it's actually good for me. there are so many downsides to this addiction specially since i am the one addicted to it. once i'm addicted to something, man it so hard to stop!
Downpoints:
- major distraction!
costly(our electricity bill is thru tthe roof) - constant feeling of drowning everytime i find some pictures
- dreaming
- every little thing makes me think about them
- it has a certeain effect my being fluent in english...
- (gonna put an emphasis by repeating)DISTRACTION!
how am i supposed to concentrate on my studies with this addiction lingering in the back of my mind? gah! how can i make this addiction in to something that'll make me do well? shall i make it a price or a motivation that if i do well, the possibility of acheiving my dreams of going over seas and seeing them will be higher?
already a long post. i'll update soon. i have lots to put in here...
*~ciao for now.
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him
