my hair is like uberly short... nagpagupit kasi aq kanina... sabi ko wag masyadong iklian. kaso gumupit sya sample daw... ang haba ng putol! waaah! i miss na my long har agad... huhu.. hair ko ay mas mahaba naman kesa sa buhok ni hee chul but gosh it's short...

anyways didsz is back in manila but sadly she can't go online because her computer is like busted so yeah... the good thing is that on saturday night she and rin-chan will sleep here again... yeah! can't wait! we're gonna go to quiapo in the morn. gonna buy some diy accesories and dvds? yeah!

just a while ago rin and were having tons of fun with international tounge twisters... haha ung iba kasi may downloadable examples eh so tetetetet... static lang...ü

hay what's more? wala na eh haha... next time nalang uli...

aiee heechul... i'll try and put up one icon everytime i put in an entry... it might be a 100 square pixel one or just a 50 square pixel... depends on the availabilty of the things i make or get... just get the orig from the link... most likely it'll be a DA link so yeah...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

tentenententen

wayoop.... tsalamat hannah sa pagbasa ng blog... mwah! hehe..ü nakanang may nagbabasa pala dito... may mga naliligaw. so yeah mejo wala aq sa mood magingles at magkulay kulay ng blog so eto nalang muna....

haha di ko nakikita ang sense ng me putting an entry here at least once every 24 hours. sabi ko nga wala aq sa mood magenglish pero oo nalang....

hay malamang sa malamang lalagyan ko ito ng drugs...haha

grabe i gotta learn to check my phone once in a while o keia not put it in silent pag asa bahay aq... parang kanina nagtext si didsz kaso di q nakita... hmmm bat nya kaya gs2 tumawag? sana not an emergency or something... sana din pwede xa para sa potsession namin sa saturday...

haha binasa q ung translation nung kanta ni se7en na real luv story... ang kulit nagsasagutan silang tatlo ni taebin at wheesung...

taebin:i'm worried...
wheesung:i was like that once
se7en:i'm worried
too.... i feel like crying
wheesung:don't cry...

eto na drugs.... bagong napulot na pix ng dbsk.... haha anggang ngaun di parin aq naghahakot ng pics ni se7en... how sad... next time... sana earlier sa 5 na ang gising q mamaya di tulad kahapon..

haha ng kyut talaga! lalo na ung kasama ni junsu si eunhyuk ng suju... talagang mukang unggoy si eunhyuk! ang kyut hehe...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

super girls?

my mood has gotten better after watching a episode of goong and eating chicken cheese sandwich... gaah i'm doing some comfort eating again... that's why i'm getting chubier...o.O tksh... maybe i'll get a chance to slim down once i'm in LB. home sickness academic pressure and the want to save to buy some korean drugs should take its tole on me... nyaha...

on the other side i just recently found out that SM Entertainment will release an 11 memeber girl group named super girls. a female counterpart for the ever so cutie super junior. haha well it's just reminding me of the ever so eeew sexbomb dancers. masyadong nawiwili ang SM Entertainment sa malalaking numero ah...

wow... it's leik the first time na magtagalog aq dito ah haha...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

i feel down...

well yeah i do... so i lost my ipod last year twas stolen... my mom promised me tthat she'd give me a new one for graduation... my brother said he'd take care of it... my dad promised me a laptop... my brother promised me he'd take care of it... that was months ago... right now still no ipod still no laptop... yeah. but when he tells me to do something nag here nag there... but when i start nagging either he ignores me or he hets mad... haha the world is leik so fair..

on a lighter note i found the chinese version of dbsk's tri-angle(extended version with BoA and the TRAX) i also found some remixes of se7en's songs...

and yeah i noticed that my entries are getting shorter... but since no one is reading it who cares?

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

baby i like you like that...

yeah i made a new wallie! fianally i made one again... but not that good...XO

hehe...yeah.. i don't like it but some actually likes it... haha sa yay? i also found some cute dbsk pics...

i'm juts gonna upload these 6....oh noes! my blog is so full of drugs! i so gotta fix up my lj to stop me from actually overflowing my blog with drugs.. the pics are so cute!

i want money!! well who doesn't but... i have so many things to buy! se7en, dbsk, suju... waaah! i need to save up once i'm in LB... gotta sav! gotta make money also.. hmmm...

on sat. there will be a batch gathering.. aww i miss you na... i so miss my batchmates! summer is leik boring! then next school year... boohoo...

after the gathering rin and hopfully didsz will sleepover here again ! yahoo! potsession part 2!!! but before the gathering and the sleepieover we're gonna go to quiapo to buy some accesory making thingies... nyaha!

one more thing before i go... i found a remix version of se7en's "baby I Like You Like That" and i;m lovin it! it's playing continiously for around 20 minutes already...ü

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

i can so feel the dong bang love...

i wanna feel christmas already... i am currently listening to DBSK's duet with BoA of the christmas song "O Holy Night"... it's a little bit early i know... but everyday should be christmas ne? oh the love...

i downloaded a lot of dongbang stuff a while ago. chinese versions, japanese versions, ballads, remixes, and yeah Christmas songs! yahoo christmas! gotta love that season!

and succesfully i have completed the HUG series! korean, international, japanese, chinese, instrumental and the remix version! yeah! remix beybe! i'm like so happy!

i'll put my dongbang playlist here soon... when i fixxed some stuff ne?

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

the cf addiction...

i am so envying jaejoong right now... he is like so sexy... i watched dbsk's ramodo cf and liek... i so envy him! maybe just maybe once i'm in lb i'll get to do some running and well.. hahaha. yeah like that i'll set up a goal! nyaha...

yeah i'm kinda addicted to cfs right now... as in addicted. it all started with a few se7en comercials now my addiction has spread to dbsk's and suju... maybe later i'll start with BoA...

i found a video of se7en singing usher's song, nice and slow... gah! the love.. i can so feel it!XD i also found the video of seven and wheesung where they were dressed as girls.. hehe se7en changed outfit while singing but i think wheesung got a little too comfortable wearing a skirt and wig that he didn't take it off...

i also found the chinese version of se7en's wahjo... a little crispilicious eh? hehe..

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

sm town love...

i made lotsa wallies since my last post...ü

been downloading some SMTown music as well. here's my smtown playlist so far...

• Angel Eyes
• Special Someone
• Hello Summer
• Paradise
• Snow Flake
• Midnight Parade
• Through the Forest
• For My Love
• Lollipop
• Jinglebell
• Red Sun
• Summer Vacation
• Summer Night Love
• Without You
• Graduation
• A Trip Inside A Picture
• My Angel My Light
• Snow Dream
• Catch the Shooting Star
• That the Way
• Waiting for a White Christmas

i don't know the exact artists yet i'll do that later...ü

i've downloaded other songs too like..:

1. M.I.L.K.

• All My Love For You
• Crystal
• Come To Me

2.S#arp

• Sweety

well that's it for now.. time to sleep!

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

perverted? not!

haha se7en i like so hot! sexy much! while looking around a forum for some pictures i came across a link to a video... it's se7en. self cam. in the bathroom. haha yesh in the bathroom and more than half of the vid is shot while he is taking a dip in his tub nakiepoo... he's like doing a concert and doing some crazy stuff... sadly it's not subbed so i can't understand it.. but it's se7en and he is the smex...<3

Se7en In The Bathroom
Uploaded by housatonic

yeah...ü

*~ ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

Dead End

i've been looking for the lyrics of this song for more or less a month already... and now i found it! yahoo!!!

Dead End~Tohoshinki

Nande anata wa nande utsumuku

Nande bokura wa tell me aishite mo

Deguchinai tonight kono mama jya tsurai

Soba ni zutto butterfly oh i'll be crazy
You dare ka hoka ni suki na hito ga iru no nara...

You sou jyanakute boku no kimochi shitte hoshii
Kotae ga kowai no wa anata wo aishisugite

Daiji na kotoba saemo to you ienai ienai ienai
Motto shinjite motto mitsumete

Motto bokura wa i know kanjiteta

Todokanaiyo cry mou iki mo dekinai

Miushinatta butterfly oh i'll be crazy
Love mayoikonda michi no hatede tachi tomaru

Baby dousureba ii tobira no kagi wo sagashiteruyo
Tsumetai yoru no naka anata wo dakishimetemo

Kokoro no oku no kimochi i can't mienai mienai mienai
Nande anata wa nande utsumuku

Nande bokura wa tell me aishite mo

Deguchinai tonight kono mama jya tsurai

Soba ni zutto butterfly oh i'll be crazy
Kizutsuite demo tsutaetaiyo

Koukai nado shitakunai kara

Kono omoi dake tsutaetaiyo i need you girl
Motto shinjite motto mitsumete

Motto bokura wa i know kanjiteru

Todoku made to shine believe akiramenai

Dakara kitto butterfly oh i'll be crazy

just wanted to post that...ü

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

oooh! look what i found!

i have already posted this on my [deviantArt] acct. and i want to post it here!

Albums and singles to be launched in 2007...

MAY 2007

O5.??- 김동완 Kim Dong Wan (from: 신화 Shinhwa)- Single

O5.??- 휘성 Whee Sung- Vol. 5

O5.??- 강타 Kang Ta- Vol. 4

O5.??- 박봄 Park Bom (from YG)- 1st Single

O5.??- May Doni (from YG)- 1st Single

O5.??- Gong Min Ji (from YG)- 1st Single

O5.??- 신혜성 Shin Hye Sung (from: 신화 Shinhwa)- Vol. 2

O5.??- Take Vol. 2

O5.??- 태빈 Tae Bin- Vol. 2

JUNE 2007

O6.O7- Clazziquai- Vol. 3

O6.??- Fly to the Sky- Vol. 7

O6.??- 이민우Lee Min Woo- Vol. 3

O6.??- 슈퍼주니어 Super Junior- Vol. 2

O6.??- 보아 BoA- Vol. 6

O6.??- Big Bang- New Single

O6.??- Wonder Girls- Vol. 1

SEPTEMBER 2007

O9.??- 태양 Tae Yang (Big Bang)- Solo Single

OCTOBER 2007

1O.??- 이효리 Lee Hyo Ri- Vol. 3

1O.??- 토니안 Tony An- Vol. 3

NOVEMBER 2007

11.??- Big Bang- Vol. 2

DECEMBER 2007

12.??- 신화 Shinhwa- Vol. 9

woohoo! suju will release a new album! yahoo! so can't wait for that!

last night after posting my previous entry i made a new wallie!

i was so excited to make one for the new tohoshinki music video. and sadly it turned out to be crappy. but thanks to some people it actually already has some favorites in my account! hehe. i want to make more wall papers but i kinda have a problem. to be in front of my computer i must be sitting in an indian sit in my lower bed. and sitting this way is nit actually butt friendly... my my actual but is being a figurative ass...

the dentist took out all the thread from my gums yester day! yippy me! but she said that there should still be no negative pressure because it may cause bleeding so no straws for me...

i mostly slept yesterday because i only had 3 hours of sleep the night before... i waited till diday went offline before sleeping... miss yah na dear..ü

i'm watching goong again. i already finished it last december but tere were problems with the last 2 episodes so i'm watching it again... i so wanna kill kim jeong hoon every time i see his face... rar!

well that's it! back to watching!

*~ciao for now!

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

lovin' you

so yeah... i'm having a very wonderful night despite the fact that i'm in a desperate nee of painkillers because of my jaw and my ear is leik painful everytime i touch it...

i dowonloaded tohoshinki's 11th single "lovin' you" and yes i am lovin it.! i already watched and am currently downloading its official video and yesh it made me teary eyed... not only because i am hearing them perform a new song but because the video is sad. in some parts of the video all the members except for joongie looks stupid because they are singing but you can't hear anything but joongie's voice. you can see them lipsynching to something... but that something is leik only audible to dogs or something haha... here's the vid.ü

Online Videos by Veoh.com

i made 2 new wallies. and yesh you can see kangta in both of my new creations... haha..ü the second one makes me laugh... hahaü

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

patatata! iloveyou <3

wondering about my blog title? haha... weird right? here's the explenation.

yesterday rin, didsz and i met up to watch shrek the third and have our ears peirced. and since rin has classes up to around 2:00 didsz and i went to our new home... tri noma! gawsh that mall is leik so huge! we even got lost haha. we played in timezone we had fun and actually won some candies *more on that later*. we went to toys r us and actually had some fun playing! guess who won in the match of peter pan vs. voltes five... nyahaha! lunch at jollibee's... nice branch. it has sofas

we met up with rin in sm we searched everywhere for nice cross earing but we couldn't find nice ones. we had our ears peirced and with their crooked philosophy on heirchy i went first. haha. 2 pairs of peircings and counting! i'll have my next pericings in a couple of months... more or less on my birthday... we then went to have our picture taken. as usual the service was leik so uberly slow so we just had some fun douing some razy stuff while the photographer was doing something else. when the photographer came we were still fooling around... we were so glad that our ears didn't look as red as they were...

shrek the third was fun. though the previous movies were better.. it was kinda weird that even though we were watching an animated movie full of magical creatures and gay wooden puppets our fangirl nature would still come out. whn puss did his cutie thing it all remnded us of kim heechul. and when captain hook started playing a piano in the forest, rin and i remembered the vodeo of tvxq's Midohyo while didsz remembered tvxq's Hiyaya. weird huh?

thankie rin for the cp ornament that blushes around the nose and says i love you everytime you press it! we went to buy a happy meal in mcdo... rin and i both got shrek babies... so cute it burps laughs and says patatata every time you press its back.. haha...

add on:: i bought a new bag and it's pink! yay me!

for some odd reason i fell asleep around 8:30 pm yesterday and woke up past 11:30 this morning... i finally finished watching hana yori dango returns... it's leik so long overdue! it's kinda funny how the whole second season of meteor garden fit in just 2 episodes of hana yori dango... haha...

anywiz thats it for now... i wanna make something before i go on my korean marathon once more...

ps. didsz mamimiss kita! nyaah!:hugs and gives a smooch on teh cheeks:

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3>

old mvs... just for an update

i just wanna write something here for the sake of actually putting up a post. i want to write at least one post for every 24 hours just so i won't feel lazy.

i watched some old korean mvs. i did it because of Kim Bomi. i saw her profile ni wiki and well... i really find her atractive. i now know that she was once part of a group (M.I.L.K.). after the group disbanded she is the least active. she's featured in 5 music videos and 2 episodes of TVXQ's 2006 banjun dramas. i have already watched those banjun dramas and 3/5 of the mvs. in the banjun drama "the most unforgetable girl in my life" she had leukemia and died. in "dangerous love" it was not specified if she died in the end but all events lead to that conclusion. the third thing i watched is fly to the sky's 2004 video "goodbye" she died in this mv. after seeing those 3 i pitied bomi for playing such roles... why not let her live? then i watched shinhwa's 1999 video "yo!" she lived up to the end of the video but she led a miserable life. she was a batered child with lots of family problems, her classmates hate her. she had a boyfriend. they met because he snatched her bag while riding a motorcycle. he read her diary and saw her picture. one day while bomi was running and crying he decided to give back her bag. you think after all this her life would be better. think again, in the end her boyfriend died... haha i've got this feeling that bomi is jinxed... the last video that i watched is shinhwa's 2000 video "all of your dreams" she lived, but i think her boyfriend wound up dead or was just

severely beaten up... nyaha...

i watched SM Town's 2003 video of "Hello Summer" again hopping to get a glimpse of M.I.L.K. sadly i couldn't see them cause they didn't have closeups. i dunno maybe i did see Bomi but my copy of the video is not that great so i'm not sure if that was actually her. i found out that PARK HEE BON from the TVXQ 2006 banjun dramas "the most unforgetable girl in my life" ,"dangerous love" and the TVXQ theater drama "vacation" was also a member of M.I.L.K. and a current member of SM TOWN. i watched SM Town's 2006 summer video "red sun" and SM Town's 2006 winter video "snow dream". HeeBon did not have a solo in any of those videos but she has a closeup in "snow dream". i also found out that she is currently acting in the mbc drama "rainbow romance" along side Kim HeeChul and Kim Kibum of Super Junior. she is also Kim HeeChul's coDJ in Youngstreet. she was also featured in a fly to the sky's 1999 video "day by day". sadly i havn't watched this video cause i can't find it.. huhu...:c

i have written a lot considering the editing... i must now sleep for i have a date with my friends and shrek later.. nyaha! trinoma here i come! wahaha!!!

*~ ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

love is a wonderful thing

my se7en days are currently making a comeback. my playlist is composed of more or less 4 hours of se7en's wonderful voice. the henna tattoo that eijii made for me is still visible in my forearm. i am longing for more of his music and videos. sadly his US debut is postponed because his debut song was released in the internet.*i am guilty of actually having a copy of that song*

my deviantArt account is actually lacking some se7en goodies. crappy me always making dongbang stuff... haha.

i noticed that i am actually writing in english oncemore. i am shocked that the grammar fearie and the spelling gnome are not attacking me. hmm... am i back to my old english speaking days? oh how i miss james so much.*my constant bickering with him made my english more fluent and he actually made my retorts uglier... he made my thinking of insults a heck of a lot snappier*

i'm still excited in writing here in my blog. maybe it's because it's still new. i remember that i had a lot of failed attempts in keeping a diary. the end results are the same. i'm too lazy to write one night, then the next then the next until all the memorable events have piled up and i decide to write oncemore. then i realize that i have already forgotten some important events making my writing slobby and full of inserts here and there making me lazy to write more. i dunno if actually keeping this blog will be easier for me since i'm not writting but typing. i think jotting down thoughts this way is a hell of a lot easier than actually writing with pen and paper. it's a hell of a lot faster.

my jaw is still swelling. crappy wisdom teeth. here's the story... roughly 1and 1/2 months ago while cramming*i was so afraid of not graduating... but thank god i've been practicing the art of cramming for more or less 7 years already* i felt that my upper right wisdom toot is starting to grow out. i remembered what the dentist told me when i consulted for a second round of braces. she told me that there is a very high risk that my wisdom teeth are impacted and it is really necessary that these impacted teeth are removed before they start making damages. since the upper tooth did not give me discomfort at first i decided to ignore it. but suddenly around 2 weeks ago i felt a familar sensation in my mouth. my bottom right wisdom tooth is jealous of the upper right one that it to decided to come out. sadly this one i can't ignore. the second tooth is located under a bone. so yeah it started to hurt. so last wednesday we went to the dentist. she said that the upper tooth needs to be pulled out while the bottom one needs a minor surgery. she took an x-ray and wrote a letter to my mom explaining the consult. after that dental appointment my brother decided to go o a sports shop and look at darts. me being uninterested and sleepy looked around and was actually fascinated by the fishing hooks and all the other stuff..

that afternoon my borther told me that my mom decided that i shold have the surgery the following day... so yeah. SURPRISE!!! since i can't back out i just agreed and well had the surgery. with my mobile drugs *thank you eijii for digitally mmodifying the tracks so that it's actually feels like it's love and it's smaller than the regulars* and the aneasthesia, i can't feel the slice of the scalpel.but i can still feel the two pairs of hands that's tinkering in my mouth. funny thing even though i'm listening to my mobile drugs i can hear their conversation on pigs tits and sinigang sa aratelis. the surgery lasted 3 whole hours. while the surgeon is stitching my gums i felt like a fish being reeled in by and avid fisher. sadly i heard the surgeon telling my dentist that my gums ripped and it was like so hard to stitch up. throughout the surgery the surgeon kept telling me to keep my eyes closed. everytime i keep my eyes closed scenes from the medical drama HOUSE M.D. kept flashing in my mind.

on teusday i'll have my ears peirced with a few of my friends and yay! after a very long wait we're gonna watch shrek the third! i'm like so excited! bwahahaha! i hope this swelling jaw subsides soon.

and now to actually make sense of the title, here is se7en with his rendition of a micheal bolton song entitled love is a wonderful thing. i'll post the lyrics first and then the video. the video is from a korean show "LoveLetter"

Birds fly, they don't think twice

They simply spread their wings

The sun shines, it don't ask why

Or what the whole thing means

The same applies to you and I

We never question thatS

o good, it's just understood

Ain't no conjecture

Just a matter of fact

Love is a wonderful thing

Make ya smile through the pouring rain

Love is a wonderful thing

I'll say it again and again

Turn your world into one sweet dream

Take your heart and make it sing

Love, love is a wonderful thing

The only thing a river knows

Is runnin' to the sea

And every spring when a flower grows

It happens naturally

The same magic when you're in my arms

No logic can define

Don't know why, just feels so right

I only know it happens every time.

Love is a wonderful thing

Make ya smile through the pouring rain

Love is a wonderful thing

I'll say it again and again

Turn your world into one sweet dream

Take your heart and make it sing

Love, love is a wonderful thing

Oh when the cold wind blows

I know you're gonna be there to warm me

That's what keeps me goin'

And our sweet love will keep on growin'

Just keeps growin'Love is a wonderful thing

Make ya smile through the pouring rain

Love is a wonderful thing

I'll say it again and again

Turn your world into one sweet dream

Take your heart and make it sing

Love, love is a wonderful thing

Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing

Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing

It's what makes honey taste sweet

It's what makes your life complete

this song can actually be the theme song of my addiction.. bwahahaha! here's the vid. se7en is so like hot!

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

finally a blog... a long first post...

so yeah... this is like so long overdue. i've been wanting to make a blog of my own for like months. but i can't get myself to make time and actually create one. thats why my multiply and deviantart accounts are considered as my 'blogs' but now... yay!

i'm an addict i know... and i consider it drugs... all the music videos, the cfs, interviews and shows. ~how am i supposed to live without you now that i've been lovin you so long...~ my life currently revolves around korean bishies. this addiction is taking over my life...*redundant much* but who cares? i don't! i'm happy, and that's all that matters right?

i hope it's that simple... what will happen when school starts? once schools starts i really need to straighten up my act. specially since i want to transfer to UP Diliman next school year and actually run for honors. i know i was so careless during highschool. i know that i could have easily received a medal during graduation if i actually made an effort. all my teachers nag me every time i see them that i should do my best since i was (and hoping that i still am) good. and carrying some regrets form highschool i am aiming for something that they say can easily acheived by me... i know it's possible but with the current state of my addiction, i am a little scared.

yes i am now eating, sleeping and breathing korean bishies. mainly Se7en, Dong Bang Shin Ki, and Super Junior. actually it's juts them. a total of 19 cute and talented guys. and yes i am still bitter to ryeowook but whatdaheck i like his voice even though its a little pitchy at times. it's already a daily ritual to watch them perform. a day would not be complete withou seeing them, and by that a minimum of an hour and a half of watching videos, some time spent in picture browsing while their songs resonate in the background. i like my addiction. it's legal and i'm happy.

but don't get me wrong. it doesn't mean that just because it's legal and it makes me happy means that it's actually good for me. there are so many downsides to this addiction specially since i am the one addicted to it. once i'm addicted to something, man it so hard to stop!

Downpoints:

• major distraction!
  costly(our electricity bill is thru tthe roof)
• constant feeling of drowning everytime i find some pictures
• dreaming
• every little thing makes me think about them
• it has a certeain effect my being fluent in english...
• (gonna put an emphasis by repeating)DISTRACTION!

how am i supposed to concentrate on my studies with this addiction lingering in the back of my mind? gah! how can i make this addiction in to something that'll make me do well? shall i make it a price or a motivation that if i do well, the possibility of acheiving my dreams of going over seas and seeing them will be higher?

already a long post. i'll update soon. i have lots to put in here...

*~ciao for now.

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him