It's another doodly world

Confusion

2009-07-15T09:06:00.001+08:00

exactly. clueless and confused.

at least i know that i'm humble enough. hahaha.

arunnoooo
too stupid i guess.
too random as well.

Pressure

2009-07-05T23:15:00.005+08:00

baby's gotta run xD hoho.

it's july and nixxie is feeling a little bit all over the place.
she's gonna be older by the numbers
and she's feeling pressure.

it's been a while since i wrote here. a lot of things happened but i'm in no mood to type. might as well end it here.

just dance

2009-06-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

ohohoho. everything can be cured by dancing. not really, but it helps.

it's just the start of the semester and i'm already failing. not in my academics. i shockingly rewrote my notes in 151 and i've already started reading on the 131 topics.

last teusday i was happy that bedrrom voice was far across the room. and now suddenly with a PERMANENT seating arrangement he ended up beside him. actually i ended up beside him. apparently he pulled up a chair for me beside him and elise. ohohoho. wonderful. leik crapyhouse freshies for coming in all at once to have their ids countersigned the same time that i was making me a lil bit late for 151, ergo the seatmate.

enough about that. for some really random reason, academically i'm starting the sem well. hopefully this lasts. i want to pull my grades up just so i could make my mom happy and of course for some bragging rights. bragging rights is sooooo worth the hard work.

i don't know if 122 will have a field trip but yesterday maam ortiz told us that she will bring her 144 class to Caramoan in CamSur and we are welcome to join them. and just like last semester i'm going to go on another class' field trip since my friends are there 8D

i'm really excited to go to the beach and feel the sand beneath my feet. all summer that's what i wanted to do but sadly my family is not big when it comes to vacations so i didn't get to swim until last sunday when we went to ate's condo. O____O yeah i know poor me.

don't cha want it?

2009-06-17T23:31:00.005+08:00

actually i don't. it needs to stop so i could get over it. i know i want to forget about it... or do I? i'm confused. i know nothing good will come out of this. and because i need to breathe normally i need to forget that i had/have a crush on him. ohohoho. nasty.

he's making it all hard on me. with that crazy bedroom voice of his. and him never failing to call out your name. and the grabbing your arm just so you'd notice him.

kamooowwwnnn!!!

this afternoon i walked pass him, i knew he was there but i didn't greet him and he grabbed my arm making me kinda obliged to say hi. and after that i walked pass him again looking straight forward again attempting not to talk or notice or acknowledge him, but then AGAIN i failed. he asked me if i was alright.

ahhhh thoughtful fag. please to be really annoying tomorrow. please. i don't want to be sucked in to your charm again. it will slowly kill me again. ain't one sem of awful misery and confusing happiness enough?

i'm scared of sir gonzalo and his class. he said that it would be the hardest class we'd have this sem. more accounting, more cases. more effort and deffinately more headaches.

First Day Hangover

2009-06-17T02:42:00.003+08:00

Se7en and Park Hanbyul. so okay. i'm not THAT happy but i aint THAT sad either. of course it's depressing but still 7 years and counting. if they could survive the pressure of the afermath of them actually acknowledging it to the public then i can say that it would be forever.

So yesterday was the firstday of my thirdday in college. I wasn't psyched in to coming back to school but at least it wasn't as bad as i thought. I have a super classmate every tuesday-thursday in the form of migsdeasis and hopefully rides in and out of the campus in the forms of ly and javi. ohohoho i really hope everything works out that way. 8D

my first class was in UPSE and it never fails to awe me. there are a ton of goodlooking guys in econ haha xD the class was pretty boring and attendance was not required and a book is already advised so now i'm starting to doubt my will to attend that class. haha.

After a few months i saw bedroom voice again. at first i didn't acknowledge his presence. he was there but i didn't greet him or anything. haha. i wasn't planning to talk to him for sometime but sadly it can't be helped. there was even a time when we were alone but we didn't talk much. he looks different. hoho. he's still the same. always says the name and touches your arm when he says goodbye. at least he's the same to me. but somehow different.

anywaysssss..

oh how i miss UPA's tambay moments. the staying late in the afternoon talking about nonesense. the laughing your ass off about really random stuff. I want more of that soon.

listening to the best of clay aiken. his voice soothes me. 8D

anyway i think i should sleep soon. i have an 8:30 class and it's now 3:30 and i think i need to get some sleep xD.

BIG BANG PHILIPPINES' MINI-G!

2009-06-15T10:16:00.001+08:00

SRSLY?

2009-06-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

okay so not really.
okaaaaaaaaayyyy
maybe i am.
but i am patient.

i was in NCPAG doing my mom's job of printing somethings when this exchange student from africa i think asked for my name and shiz. he said he wanted to keep contact with me. and sorta got my number from my mom.

like come on! why can't guys who could speak english AND tagalog be like that to me? am i not attractive to a filipino's eyes, or do i really look masungit?

i also did something that i shouldn't have done. now i know his grades ever since his first year in the university and now i despise him..okaaaayyy not really him but his lazyness. everything was good in his first year but things started to get out of hand after that. and now i don't think i'll see him next sem. he still hasn't enrolled yet. and for some reason i doubt that he will. OR if he ever does he'll do the addmat thing. whatever. as of now i know that he's not my classmate in any of my subjects. which is good. means i won't get to see him. so.. yaaay....

there are a ton of things i want to do with my life. a lot of things i want to do. a lot of things i want to learn. but sadly i don't know where to start. and to add to that i don't know where my life is going. i know i want to go to culinary school. i wanna be a profesional baker but what will happen after that? will i ever reach that? will my ideas of different recepies actually become something tangible and edible? can i be just like jamie oliver? an unconventional HOT chef with a fun life? i want to be a pastry chef. i want to bake cakes and cookies and muffins. i also want to learn how to work with chocolate and sugar. i want to make colorful creations that would entice both the eyes and the taste buds. i want to make people happy with food. but i also want to work in the philippines. but i know that i can't have both...

*ciao for now
niXXie

fcuktard

2009-06-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

i spent nearly an hour doing this, hoping that it would make a nice wallie. damn. i forgot about certain things and it came out in the wrong size. not proper for ANY monitor.

fucktard

i'll just make it in to a multiply theme soon. when i have the time and the patience.

i made lasagna and homg was it a failure, well the eggplant was. didn't cook thoroughly. but everything else was well.

i'm sleepy. i still need to wake up early to finish daniel and rebecca's enrollment.

i'll sleep nao.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

smile

2009-06-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

it's been raining for the past few days and all i could do is smile. i love the rain i don't mind getting wet as long as i don't need to do something important or if i need to go in to an air conditioned room.

good things.
the start of classes has been moved due to the A(H1N1) virus thing. means an extended vacation for me. more time to watch mcdreamy and she-sheperd.

for some reason i re-set the counter in this world. i'm just really curious if people do pass by xD.

too much craig david lately. his songs make me fall in love sadly i still have no person of affection but who's looking? haha

i know it's late and cold but i must shower
random rant later.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

girl crush alert

2009-06-02T03:19:00.003+08:00

i mean come on!

she's hot, sexy and really pretty plus she was a model in JAPAN!

yeah!

it's Kate Walsh

aka

Addison Montgomery-Sheperd in Grey's Anatomy
or simply
Addison Montgomery in Private Practice.

i can't get enough of her. i really looooooveeee her. xD
i don't care if she's 40.
she looks effing 28
xD

*~ciao for now
niXXie

ps. i know this is an uberly random post
but i really like kate welsh
and i want a daughter so i can name her addison.

happiness

2009-06-01T23:35:00.003+08:00

what is it anyways?

in some liberated parts of the world it usually comes after a hot night with your boyfriend. in some it comes when you get candy.

in my case. it comes when i least expect it to. and hopefully that time would be soon coz i want to be happy and i want it now.

the icon is crap coz you can barely see the boys. but my wallpaper is great, simple, but great.

no words because i can't think of any.

tomorrow is enrollment and i need classes, i need cwts and pe. hopefully i could get those classes tomorrow.

i'm not gonna sleep tonight coz i woke up around 5:45pm and that's not good. haha. hopefully tomorrow would be a productive day.

to waste my time i'm going to continue watching grey's anatomy and drool over mcdreamy's hotness.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

Rising Sun?

2009-06-01T05:21:00.004+08:00

yeah... dae's not looking coz he already found me.

okay enough of that.
i know i just blogged like an hour ago but whatthehell. it's my world bear with it.

the sun is rising and i'm not yet sleepy.i love this time of the day. i want to see the sun's rays hitting the face of someone i love during sunrise. it looks so pretty. oh how i wish i have a boyfriend to do this. or at least someone i really truly like and not someone i think i like and hurts me everytime i remember him.

nostalgic? yes maybe.
tired? yes, a lot but i have a ton of things to do and i listed it all down. i doubt that i could successfully accomplish all of these things but i might as well try. maybe, just maybe, everything will turn out the way i wanted it to.

i know my social life is gonna suffer, i'm bankrupt because of my stupidity and i'm too proud to ask for help. i have too many plans, yes. and i am planning to execute them soon.

okay i'm not yet sleepy but i don't want to think anymore, thinking makes me frustrated, frustrated that my braincells are not as brilliant as it was before. i need new books, new movies.
i need to polish my grammar and my diction.

oh and i need a life.

*~ciao for now
niXXie

and then...

2009-06-01T04:01:00.002+08:00

gosh.
it took me almost an hour to retrieve the password for this account.
it turns out this is the first thing that comes up when you search 'nixxiedoodlez' sooo i'm going to try and revive this.
not that much of a writer anymore
but i can try. :)

i have to make this a more cozy place for me to blog in to
or else i would get bored and well leave
just like what i did 2 years ago.

a lot has changed
i'm older
i'm wiser
and hell of a lot prettier.

haha so yeah that's it.
more love?
haha
amma try and keep my parting thing.

*~ciao for now~*
niXXie

2007-09-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

my blog is like so dead. lazy me... just so i could put something hre i'm reposting my da journal...

so yeah... i watched the super junior movie like thrice already and all i and all that i can say is that it is love...<3>

plus i'm too lazy to type. i'm starting to be active in asianfantics... lulsz i came across a forum that i love...

KIHAE..

lulsz yah it's the pairing i love... 100% support!!! wooohooo!!!

arent they like so cute together?? spread the kihae love!!! soon i'll post some kihe moments from the movie... lulsz... love love love...

the semester is gonna end soon. lulsz... for a fun fact i kinda like my life here i my uni. i hate the work but i love the freedom nand the fresh air and the new friends... again with korean fangirling stuff...

i'm curently fangirling over GongYu. the guy in coffee prince lulsz.. i bought some of his old movies and ordered those which were not available yesterday... we buy cheap burned cds... i mean we could buy a whole korean series with 24 episodes in just one disk for like 1 USDollar.. the quality may not be as great as theorginal but it's worth it for somything that's that cheap. lulsz...<3>

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him

reviving the dead blog

2007-09-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

so my blog has been dead for nearly two months. i blame the lack of unlimited internet in lb and my lazyness here in manila. a lot of things occured but i'm definately too lazy to elaborate on the details.

it's raining. perfect time to just lie on the bed. listen to slow song and be all emo and nostalgic. oh how i wish i could do that right now. but it's a waste of my precious time here. i'm reviving all of my online stuff recently. my multiply site and friendster accounts are under going renovations. my DA acct. is the only thing that's up and running as always.

i'll try and write more stuff here. i'll definately do. i need an documentation of my rollercoaster life in my hellish uni. even if it's just a soft copy. as for photos and such i'll also try and put thingies here but it's most likely that i'll just link to the photo album on my mutiply acct,

i kinda noticed that i'm typing in english. i missed this. i missed talking in english, i'm a lil bit embarrassed to talk in english in my uni for the 'nosebleed' thingies and they might wow me again.

the burden of carrying the name of my highschool and my current college course is starting to bother me. wanna study hard. now i think i'll us this as a motivation. i don't want my hs to lose it' wow value because of me.

i'm too lazy to put lotsa links here... *sigh* but it looks like this entry is long so yeah.

i'm supporing a yaoi pairing. well not that romantic but haha i just like it... kihae.

kibum<3donghae

i finally finshed the super junior fullhouse series. it's really nice full of laughs and friendship. i envy the fact that they could be with their friends so much.

it's raining pretty damn hard. i need to do some stuff so i think i'll end this now.

*ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

it's been a while

2007-07-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday HeeChul Oppa! he turns 24 today!

ever since i came to my uni i haven't been able to update my blog.

i'm loving my roomies, coco and i feel like we are taking care of a lil baby in the form of vea but we love her none the less.

i miss free unlimited internet, i missed using my baby in accessing to the internet. i discovered a wifi chuchu comp shop but it's kinda costly. but whatdahell...

i miss my friends. though i see eijii almost evry week and i talk to her on the net and over the phone and i text her.. i miss her. i miss rin too. i'm usually too tired to talk nonstop during the weekends so i rarely have fun long conversations with her anymore... mian unnie.

exept for a certain few and my house mates i haven't made much friends here... awww loner much.

i was made a bloc tutor.. haha much

i have highlights on my hair.. now its brown but it shall be pink!

my fangirldom shall lift my gwa! it gave me a goal. if i get my gwa high enough to shift to UPDiliman i'm going to Korea next year! yay me.

i knowi have lots more to say but my mind is going blank at the moment. more thingies next time

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

broken

2007-06-16T04:30:00.000+08:00

my eyes are broken just like eijii's ears, it's uncontrolably releasing liquids. but like something normal my liquid excretion is triggered by something. in this case it's eijii's blog entry... the emoness... this sucks.

i know i'm not gonna leave manila happy. i've embraced that fact last thursday when all of this emoness started, i know i'm gonna be depressed for the next few days. i know not even an overdose of drugs is gonna make this depression poof away...

my friends and i have seperation issues... for some odd reason i'm getting the 'i will never see you again why are you leaving' treatment instead of the 'i'll miss you but we'll see you next week' treatment... i think there's a mixup. oh well we're warped.

i hate crying but for some odd reason i like this emoness right now... gives you this huge hug and a feeling of being luved... i like experiencing this once in a while but if it happens frequently my leaking eyes and soon to be leaking nosdrils are not gonna be able to take it.

i'm happy the my friends are happy everytime i make crazy plans or i make gatong to their obsession. i'm happy when they are happy. plus i'm happy that i'm the one who is making them happy... the word happy is kinda weird now saying it so many times... happy happy happy happy. weird ne?

i'n a few hours i'll be in the car starting my college journey,i'm excited scared and depressed. mixed emotions much. at least i'll have some pictures to take me out of depression... hope that works.

eijii: you don't know how much liquid my eyes excrete everytime you go emo mode on me. specially the part of me making you fangirly happy and you love me more than you love me more than you love sungmin... oh and the impakta part helps haha. i'll miss a lot of stuff.. specially the everynight/day ym conversations. but i'll see you everytime i'm back. plus most of the time i think we'll have plans. quiapo and buisiness things hehe..

rin-chan: i'll miss our constant everynight talks... jumong will only be a one night event instead of the 5 night fun hour. we'll still have allnighters on weekends right? plus we'll see eachother when we have plans and stuff... the condo thing... haha the only pic you don't have is kibum hankyung(which i don't have also) and heechul right? hehe... i'll find a way to give it to you.

my luggage is set. 3 bags, a paper bag, a suitcase and some other stuff... i'm leaving home... i'm starting to embrace the change of not being able to pester my family 7 days a week. but i think that's good. i'll give them a time to reflect how much the love me and stuff. i know our house is gonna be hell of a lot quieter despite the constant jeepney and motorcycle noises.

my sister would miss me, no one else can make her laugh in this houshold except me. no one makes here angrier too.. haha. i love her so much. i'll miss the constant bickering and the shouting.

my brother... how could he survive? haha... he worries too much. but i think it'll be okei..

my parents. let's just say that they won't notice the difference much since they're always playing cards so yeah...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

damn... i need endorphins...

2007-06-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

for those who don't know endorphin is a chemical released by the body everytime you excercise or everytime you get a deep physical wound i think...i'm right but it worcks as a pain killer... it's supposed to make you all giddy and full of happiness... haengbok... i need that... i desperately need that now... sadly there is no way i could excercise because of what i'm feeling and as for the wounds... i've been clean since my addiction i don't wanna go back to being cutter dependent everytime i hit a road bump...

the reason for the sudden depression? i'm going to lb in saturday. even though i'll be back in manila every weekends... i'll miss a lot of stuff.. i'll miss people... i'll miss eijii and rin-chan... the latenight phone conversations and instant messages. the gatungan and kilig... everything... what makes me think of all this now aside from the fact that saturday is just around the corner is eijii's ym stat message earlier...

it made me cry... it made me cry damn hard. and everytime i remember it tears start to well in my eyes... and hearing the trax's song 'sad wedding story' isn't helping me to prevent tears...

"i don't wanna cry, crying makes me scared, i don't wanna be scared... being scare makes me wanna cry...~"

no matter how much i don't wanna cry i can't help myself.. i'm scared of changes. scared of not knowing what tomorrow might bring... i'm scared of giving up a life in which i'm already contented and happy. i'm scared of exchanging what i have now with something i'm not sure of. i'm scared yeah... and the fact that my friends is a "LONG-DISTANCE" phone call away is not actually helping me in embracing tomorrows unavoidable surprises...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

too blah to...

2007-06-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

just wanna post this... this is like my iq since kindergarten... i know the internet result is leik not 100% acurate but even the school iq test thingies i always get 132...

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him

i gotta have faith...

2007-06-12T12:38:00.000+08:00

yeah it's x-mas from the korean group TRAX. yeah that's it about him. i don't like him... he's alright.. so yeah.

gaah it's been a while since i last wrote here... here is a runthrough of my thoughts within the last few days...

last sunday i felt down and blue... damn DA is erasing deviations for copyright infrigment... curse DA! i was down the whole night! but after waking up the following day i felt better. i realized that if they delated my worx i won't care... i'll just keep posting new ones... haha...

last monday shopping! woohoo! i so love it... greenhills is shopping heaven.. anyways i wasted a few thousand bucks for my own vanity... haha... stress releiver...

yesterday was independence day.. nagpunta dito si azy,., she gave me a copy of gt and sapuri... no more downloading woot!

i'll be working on a translating proj later just for eijii... hehe... that's how much i love you dear... i'll postpone my sapuri watching...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

while you were sleeping...

2007-06-10T05:24:00.000+08:00

see my new avvie in DA... he's hot... bwahaha! yeah... i i was just wanna be the one who took this pic... sadluy i'm noy...*i hope no one is getting any pervy thoughts right now*

woohoo... i'm sleepless and talking to rin chan... happiness ne?

eniweyz one happy thing! i am now a member in talk pinoy! for a very very long time i was just a guest but now i'm a member.

another fun thing i can now right things in hangul... i imy new baby and then i installed some thingies in my new baby then tentenententen... hangul! but i'm not gonna write anything now... next time nalang...

ngayon ang celebration ng 40 days ng lola ko... dapat sa 12 kaso ang magaling na pinuno ng pilipinas ay inurong ang holiday for independence day ginawa nyang monday ang walang pasok. at dahil may kasabihan ang simbahan na bawal ng lunes ginawa namin na linggo. kaya ung 40 days ng lola q ay naging 38 days lang. ang saya...

i got a manicure yesterday... i now have pink french tips...

i made new wallies and avvies... i'll just post the wallies and save the avvies for later.

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3>

slytherin

2007-06-08T12:21:00.000+08:00

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

whenever i take a sorting thing for the four houses i always end up in slytherin... am i that evil?i'm a sltherin girl always was and always will be...

take the test and tell me which house you fall in to.. i took the test because i joined a chatroom in DA [pottershare] and i was asked by [Ride-the-lightning10] if i wanted to be sorted... i said yes.. i was given a choice to either choose a house or take the quiz...

i was curious so i took the quiz... tentenen! slytherin beybe!

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

nagflagceremony aq...

2007-06-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

haha it's changmin. yeah it's fast i know. not one of my best but give me a break this is the first gif i made... i didn't want to post this here but i'm currently running out of gifs... i really need to make some more...

i went to my old highschool this morning just to attend the first flag ceremony of the school year... ang saya no? miss ko na agad ang UPIS. don sa canteen tumambay kami. aq si didsz at si dave. xempre ang ingay namin! haha. given nagdrodroga lang kami ni didsz at nagjojowk kami ni dave... o kay saya! sobrang mamimiss ko sila pagdating ko sa LB... di ko na alam kung sino ang katawanan ko ng ganon ung tipong parang wala na bukas...

pause muna... yeah it's madalingaraw but pizzza... ang sarap ng sicillian pizza.. mango tomato and chicken. yum!

after naming mag hagalpakan sa hs.. btw andon ang grades 4-6... nakakaawang hs students may kasamang mga midgets... habang naglalakad papunta sa sakayan ng jeep nakita nami n si tin.. sabi ni dave lakarin nalang daw namin anggang sa opis ni mama... so nagecide kami na dumaan na ng fa papuntang ncpag... xempre ang layo diba. pwera p sa mainit dala ko ung dakila kong laptop... na nigawa ko nang windows vista kagabi... haha

i'm really happy about my deviant art account these days... it seems to be full of life. comments everywhere! thanks for all of you who support my work! even though they're not as great as the others...

haha ang saya hanggang kaninang hapon magkasama kami ni didsz nagdodroga sa office ni mama... damn laptop still won't play my other vids! i need to fix that up soon...

damn i feel so sticky... the temperature is so high! i can' stand it... why does it have to be this friggin hot!?!

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

i've got love...

2007-06-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

heechul oppa... i miss him. i'm not getting muchy of suju nowadays... i made this a long long looooong time ago and i noticed that i'm running out of gif's to put here... gaah time to make stocks!!!

i've got a new baby and it's love!!! my dad finally got me a laptop! it's 14.1" dell laptop... heavy but great for dvds... haha! it came with windows xp home ed but i wanted it vista so i upgraded it! and i'm currently lovin it... haha.

i think i did not update my blog here yesterday but i updated my journal in DA.

i'm currently downloading kamenashi's sapuri. it's gonna take me a while to download it. a minimum of 4 more days. and by that as in sleepless days. but a friend in da told me that it is worth the wait. i'm so excited! i'm lovin kame though there are these certain instances tha tells me he is gay but who cares i like him so bite me...

later i got to wake up early. it's the first day of classes for UPIS students. i wanna be there for their first flag ceremony. all the elem kids will be in the hs building because of the renovation so haha... i'll be there!

i wanna see my old school... i miss it already. i miss sexy... haha didsz miss na rin kita! wahaha...oooh i'm gonna burn her some drugs pa nga pala! xet kelangang bumili ng dvdr+ oh well kaya nga may shopping eh... kaso walang pera... bahala na si tarzan! haha...

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him

sapuri

2007-06-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

wooh look it's se7en! my loves is leik falling for me! nyahaha! this is my gift for having 2k pv in DA... i know 2 k is nothing compared to other deviants 100k but me reaching 2k is something big! so haha...yeah i'm proud!!!

my date to lb is moved i'll be going there on the 16 so my mom could go with me... i;m gonna miss my computer so much since i still don't have a laptop... maybe before june ends i'll have one already.

i'm currently downloading sapuri... haha it's a japanese series where kat-tun's kamenashi is the leading male actor... yeah i'm liking him since i watched nobuta wo produce so bite me... funny thing i think i'll be downloading the series for the next 4 days... haha... i can wait.ü

i made a new joongie wallie look:

everytime you open your computer you see him staring at you like that... aiee it makes me melt everytime i think about it...

before i go se7en made me die but he revived me asap... he sang brian mcknight's incomplete... aieee! the love... as usual his version is veddy veddy fine! hehe i like jaejoong's version but se7en's is liek the bomb!

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him

happy birthday yoochunnie!

2007-06-05T01:37:00.000+08:00

my third and last post for now... june 4 is yoochun's birthday... happy birthday oppa! i made 3 gifts for him since he is 3 years old in dog years making him 21 years old in human years. the avie you see is my first gift here are the others.

i also made a wallie for kibum oppa.

nothing much... just had fun with colors... haha

oooh i''m done! i can watch house m.d. na! yay!

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him

nobuta wo produce

2007-06-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

shuji-kun! aiee this series is so cute! i finished the whole sreies in just one sitting. that's 10 episodes of fun totalling 8 hours of none stop cuteness! kame is so kawaii!

here's a better version of that scene... bigger and longer...

aiee! i'm gonna watch the series again! i so love it. it's not mushy but full of crazy friendship. lolsz akira shock! bye-cycle bye-bye-cycle! it's one of those must see jdramas...

*~ciao for now
niXXie
se7en loves me and i <3 him

potsession 2

2007-06-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

gaah. it's been a while since i've posted something here... i'm starting to get lazy cause a lot of things happened. must resist laziness... to make up for the days of not posting i'm gonna post 3 entries with different topics... i know the avie is cute... yoochunnie in a photobook...haha.

nung sat. june2... nagpunta kami ni rin at didsz sa quiapo para bumili ng beads para sa hikaw... haha ang iniiit!magkakahangin nga mangangamoy tinaapa ka naman... whaha. nakahanap naman kami ng magagandang cross na beads... ung iba nga may Jesus Christ pa pero di naman nami binili un... lagas lang ng pera eh.

walangya ung tao sa greenwich gusto ko siyang pasabugin.

waah inaantok na ko pero must continue...

ang saya namin sa lrt... drugs! siyempre merong mga taong nakatingin but who cares?

tapos naming magquiapo nagpunta kami sa mcdo for the 'reunion' kuno. ang gandang reunion! ilan ang tao? 7 may kapatid pang kasama don... litse nakita lang namin si ronald mcdonald na mukang bagong facelift eh... nakakatawa.

well after non nagpunta kami sa house ni didsz para kumuha ng souldering iron... haha tas bumili ng fud at nagpunta sa bahay namin... dito kami nagstay magdamag kakagawa ng hikaw at ng iba pang checheburetse,,

nanood kami ng comercials at ng cinderella si didsz tinapos ung grudge na japanese nakatulog kami ni rin eh haha...

the sleepover was fun but we kinda ran out of thingies to do... haha...

kulang din kami sa pics... huhu bakit ganon! di nanaman tau nag pichur pichur!

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

congratulations! APE sucks...

2007-06-02T08:20:00.000+08:00

DONG BANG SHIN GI!!!! HWAITING! wahaha... hwaiting. so lame... dumb subbers. but if not for them i would have not laughed so hard. this is like my most famous avvie in DA. TVXQ and their inner dorkyness... how cute.

i know i have just posted some more or less 6 hours back but i just wanna note this down.

congratulations EDGAR on passing the APE on math 14! *APE means advanced placement examination, after passin that exam you are not required to take that subject next sy.* passing the APE means something big! it means that your knowledge about that subject is already college level. coolie. when i read his text message saying he passed i was like so happy for him. specially since i know how hard those effin tests are. well i dunno about math 14 but i took 5 friggin APEs in 3 days. so yeah my brain was drained. specially since i did not review for any of those. and as expected i didn't pass any. so nothing gained nothing lost... haha.

beleive it or not si edgar ay isa sa mga taong mamimiss ko pagdating sa college. sarap kausap nyan eh haha bangag sa bangag. lalo na nung MSI days namin. wahaha!ang daling pakisamahan nyang si mayor. at nakakatuwa ang kanyang sense of humor hindi katulad nung ibang trying hard sa tabi tabi...

before getting a shuteye i watched a few episodes of "rocko's modern life". haha beleive it or not i like that dumb cartoon. spunky heff and filbert. i miss the old days where in during rainy days you could just sit and watch dorky cartoons like 'rocko's modern life' and 'angry beavers'.

anyweys i'm still groggy. i slept during sunrise that's around 5:30am and i woke up around 8:00am making that aproximately 2.5 hours of sleep... my head is gonna hurt like hell...

oh and yesterday i had my nails done! my toenails are like shining blue and my fingernails have black tips with glitter stars...ü pretty.

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

john tucker must die!... mean much...

2007-06-02T02:07:00.000+08:00

it's se7en! haha love it or hate it... i like it... wahaha... still my avie in DA... so yeah.ü he's cute, he's hot, he can dance and he can sing... need i say more? he's like a total package!

yeah what i wrote sounds like an advertisment... like i'd wanna sell him.. yeah right! if ever in reality i really as in really own him... no one is alowed to to touch him. and when i say no one i mean NO one but me. *i hope no one is getting any pervy thoughts right now*

but life sucks. i don't own him in this big "REAL" world. but in my own little world he sings me to sleep and dances to me when i feel down and... okei nicole stop revealing the little secrets that goes on in your world... shut up na...

so it's like 2 am and i'm still not going to bed. i need to get up early later cause rin and didsz will be coming before 10 and i need to get ready. ewan bahala na kung saan saan naman aq makakakuha ng energy eh.ü haha plus mukhang pwede ma2log sa aming sleepover. nyaha...

yeah so i mentioned in my previous post that i had a haircut and omg it's short! here's a pic...

yeah the smile is a little akward i know... i was not in a camwhoring mood yesterday. i miss my long hair!my previous hair was long and straight now it's like short and fluffy... the layered thingie makes it look big...

i watched 'john tucker must die' a while ago and i found it very nice... i like the movie. haha. but it does remind me of mean girls. but i like this one better. ashanti acts well. there were a lot of really funny lines in the movie and the part where john tucker had an emotional meltdown during a basketball game due to powdered estrogen was hillarious. though imagining some big fat and old guys wearing thongs is kinda disturbing. the movie is so fun to watch! and it is touching to see that kate made her mom get rid of skip, found real friends, made john tucker honest, and became famous. wow not bad for an invisible person. haha.

even though this entry is already long i can't resist to not put some drugs... so here are seven pictures of my darling se7en... eww i just used the term darling... haha..

i so like these pics! the hotness and the cuteness... ahh *dies* see pluto? the lighting on that pic suck but still pluto and se7en look good together!... i won't comment more because if i go on about him it'll be hard for me to stop...

okei so that's like drugs i know. i promised my self that i won't flood this blog with drugs but i'm kinda breaking that promise. i'll really try and get my lj up and going soon so i can put my collection of drugs there. i have a collection of pictures not less than 500 and it's still growing so yeah... i need a place where it'll be available for those who ask for it...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

2007-05-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

my hair is like uberly short... nagpagupit kasi aq kanina... sabi ko wag masyadong iklian. kaso gumupit sya sample daw... ang haba ng putol! waaah! i miss na my long har agad... huhu.. hair ko ay mas mahaba naman kesa sa buhok ni hee chul but gosh it's short...

anyways didsz is back in manila but sadly she can't go online because her computer is like busted so yeah... the good thing is that on saturday night she and rin-chan will sleep here again... yeah! can't wait! we're gonna go to quiapo in the morn. gonna buy some diy accesories and dvds? yeah!

just a while ago rin and were having tons of fun with international tounge twisters... haha ung iba kasi may downloadable examples eh so tetetetet... static lang...ü

hay what's more? wala na eh haha... next time nalang uli...

aiee heechul... i'll try and put up one icon everytime i put in an entry... it might be a 100 square pixel one or just a 50 square pixel... depends on the availabilty of the things i make or get... just get the orig from the link... most likely it'll be a DA link so yeah...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

tentenententen

2007-05-31T01:45:00.000+08:00

wayoop.... tsalamat hannah sa pagbasa ng blog... mwah! hehe..ü nakanang may nagbabasa pala dito... may mga naliligaw. so yeah mejo wala aq sa mood magingles at magkulay kulay ng blog so eto nalang muna....

haha di ko nakikita ang sense ng me putting an entry here at least once every 24 hours. sabi ko nga wala aq sa mood magenglish pero oo nalang....

hay malamang sa malamang lalagyan ko ito ng drugs...haha

grabe i gotta learn to check my phone once in a while o keia not put it in silent pag asa bahay aq... parang kanina nagtext si didsz kaso di q nakita... hmmm bat nya kaya gs2 tumawag? sana not an emergency or something... sana din pwede xa para sa potsession namin sa saturday...

haha binasa q ung translation nung kanta ni se7en na real luv story... ang kulit nagsasagutan silang tatlo ni taebin at wheesung...

taebin:i'm worried...
wheesung:i was like that once
se7en:i'm worried
too.... i feel like crying
wheesung:don't cry...

eto na drugs.... bagong napulot na pix ng dbsk.... haha anggang ngaun di parin aq naghahakot ng pics ni se7en... how sad... next time... sana earlier sa 5 na ang gising q mamaya di tulad kahapon..

haha ng kyut talaga! lalo na ung kasama ni junsu si eunhyuk ng suju... talagang mukang unggoy si eunhyuk! ang kyut hehe...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

super girls?

2007-05-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

my mood has gotten better after watching a episode of goong and eating chicken cheese sandwich... gaah i'm doing some comfort eating again... that's why i'm getting chubier...o.O tksh... maybe i'll get a chance to slim down once i'm in LB. home sickness academic pressure and the want to save to buy some korean drugs should take its tole on me... nyaha...

on the other side i just recently found out that SM Entertainment will release an 11 memeber girl group named super girls. a female counterpart for the ever so cutie super junior. haha well it's just reminding me of the ever so eeew sexbomb dancers. masyadong nawiwili ang SM Entertainment sa malalaking numero ah...

wow... it's leik the first time na magtagalog aq dito ah haha...

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

i feel down...

2007-05-29T22:08:00.001+08:00

well yeah i do... so i lost my ipod last year twas stolen... my mom promised me tthat she'd give me a new one for graduation... my brother said he'd take care of it... my dad promised me a laptop... my brother promised me he'd take care of it... that was months ago... right now still no ipod still no laptop... yeah. but when he tells me to do something nag here nag there... but when i start nagging either he ignores me or he hets mad... haha the world is leik so fair..

on a lighter note i found the chinese version of dbsk's tri-angle(extended version with BoA and the TRAX) i also found some remixes of se7en's songs...

and yeah i noticed that my entries are getting shorter... but since no one is reading it who cares?

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

baby i like you like that...

2007-05-29T00:05:00.001+08:00

yeah i made a new wallie! fianally i made one again... but not that good...XO

hehe...yeah.. i don't like it but some actually likes it... haha sa yay? i also found some cute dbsk pics...

i'm juts gonna upload these 6....oh noes! my blog is so full of drugs! i so gotta fix up my lj to stop me from actually overflowing my blog with drugs.. the pics are so cute!

i want money!! well who doesn't but... i have so many things to buy! se7en, dbsk, suju... waaah! i need to save up once i'm in LB... gotta sav! gotta make money also.. hmmm...

on sat. there will be a batch gathering.. aww i miss you na... i so miss my batchmates! summer is leik boring! then next school year... boohoo...

after the gathering rin and hopfully didsz will sleepover here again ! yahoo! potsession part 2!!! but before the gathering and the sleepieover we're gonna go to quiapo to buy some accesory making thingies... nyaha!

one more thing before i go... i found a remix version of se7en's "baby I Like You Like That" and i;m lovin it! it's playing continiously for around 20 minutes already...ü

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

i can so feel the dong bang love...

2007-05-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

i wanna feel christmas already... i am currently listening to DBSK's duet with BoA of the christmas song "O Holy Night"... it's a little bit early i know... but everyday should be christmas ne? oh the love...

i downloaded a lot of dongbang stuff a while ago. chinese versions, japanese versions, ballads, remixes, and yeah Christmas songs! yahoo christmas! gotta love that season!

and succesfully i have completed the HUG series! korean, international, japanese, chinese, instrumental and the remix version! yeah! remix beybe! i'm like so happy!

i'll put my dongbang playlist here soon... when i fixxed some stuff ne?

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

the cf addiction...

2007-05-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

i am so envying jaejoong right now... he is like so sexy... i watched dbsk's ramodo cf and liek... i so envy him! maybe just maybe once i'm in lb i'll get to do some running and well.. hahaha. yeah like that i'll set up a goal! nyaha...

yeah i'm kinda addicted to cfs right now... as in addicted. it all started with a few se7en comercials now my addiction has spread to dbsk's and suju... maybe later i'll start with BoA...

i found a video of se7en singing usher's song, nice and slow... gah! the love.. i can so feel it!XD i also found the video of seven and wheesung where they were dressed as girls.. hehe se7en changed outfit while singing but i think wheesung got a little too comfortable wearing a skirt and wig that he didn't take it off...

i also found the chinese version of se7en's wahjo... a little crispilicious eh? hehe..

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

sm town love...

2007-05-26T03:52:00.000+08:00

i made lotsa wallies since my last post...ü

been downloading some SMTown music as well. here's my smtown playlist so far...

Angel Eyes
Special Someone
Hello Summer
Paradise
Snow Flake
Midnight Parade
Through the Forest
For My Love
Lollipop
Jinglebell
Red Sun
Summer Vacation
Summer Night Love
Without You
Graduation
A Trip Inside A Picture
My Angel My Light
Snow Dream
Catch the Shooting Star
That the Way
Waiting for a White Christmas

i don't know the exact artists yet i'll do that later...ü

i've downloaded other songs too like..:

M.I.L.K.

All My Love For You
Crystal
Come To Me

2.S#arp

Sweety

well that's it for now.. time to sleep!

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

perverted? not!

2007-05-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

haha se7en i like so hot! sexy much! while looking around a forum for some pictures i came across a link to a video... it's se7en. self cam. in the bathroom. haha yesh in the bathroom and more than half of the vid is shot while he is taking a dip in his tub nakiepoo... he's like doing a concert and doing some crazy stuff... sadly it's not subbed so i can't understand it.. but it's se7en and he is the smex...<3

Se7en In The Bathroom
Uploaded by housatonic

yeah...ü

*~ ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

Dead End

2007-05-25T16:43:00.000+08:00

i've been looking for the lyrics of this song for more or less a month already... and now i found it! yahoo!!!

Dead End~Tohoshinki

Nande anata wa nande utsumuku

Nande bokura wa tell me aishite mo

Deguchinai tonight kono mama jya tsurai

Soba ni zutto butterfly oh i'll be crazy
You dare ka hoka ni suki na hito ga iru no nara...

You sou jyanakute boku no kimochi shitte hoshii
Kotae ga kowai no wa anata wo aishisugite

Daiji na kotoba saemo to you ienai ienai ienai
Motto shinjite motto mitsumete

Motto bokura wa i know kanjiteta

Todokanaiyo cry mou iki mo dekinai

Miushinatta butterfly oh i'll be crazy
Love mayoikonda michi no hatede tachi tomaru

Baby dousureba ii tobira no kagi wo sagashiteruyo
Tsumetai yoru no naka anata wo dakishimetemo

Kokoro no oku no kimochi i can't mienai mienai mienai
Nande anata wa nande utsumuku

Nande bokura wa tell me aishite mo

Deguchinai tonight kono mama jya tsurai

Soba ni zutto butterfly oh i'll be crazy
Kizutsuite demo tsutaetaiyo

Koukai nado shitakunai kara

Kono omoi dake tsutaetaiyo i need you girl
Motto shinjite motto mitsumete

Motto bokura wa i know kanjiteru

Todoku made to shine believe akiramenai

Dakara kitto butterfly oh i'll be crazy

just wanted to post that...ü

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

oooh! look what i found!

2007-05-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

i have already posted this on my [deviantArt] acct. and i want to post it here!

Albums and singles to be launched in 2007...

MAY 2007

O5.??- 김동완 Kim Dong Wan (from: 신화 Shinhwa)- Single

O5.??- 휘성 Whee Sung- Vol. 5

O5.??- 강타 Kang Ta- Vol. 4

O5.??- 박봄 Park Bom (from YG)- 1st Single

O5.??- May Doni (from YG)- 1st Single

O5.??- Gong Min Ji (from YG)- 1st Single

O5.??- 신혜성 Shin Hye Sung (from: 신화 Shinhwa)- Vol. 2

O5.??- Take Vol. 2

O5.??- 태빈 Tae Bin- Vol. 2

JUNE 2007

O6.O7- Clazziquai- Vol. 3

O6.??- Fly to the Sky- Vol. 7

O6.??- 이민우Lee Min Woo- Vol. 3

O6.??- 슈퍼주니어 Super Junior- Vol. 2

O6.??- 보아 BoA- Vol. 6

O6.??- Big Bang- New Single

O6.??- Wonder Girls- Vol. 1

SEPTEMBER 2007

O9.??- 태양 Tae Yang (Big Bang)- Solo Single

OCTOBER 2007

1O.??- 이효리 Lee Hyo Ri- Vol. 3

1O.??- 토니안 Tony An- Vol. 3

NOVEMBER 2007

11.??- Big Bang- Vol. 2

DECEMBER 2007

12.??- 신화 Shinhwa- Vol. 9

woohoo! suju will release a new album! yahoo! so can't wait for that!

last night after posting my previous entry i made a new wallie!

i was so excited to make one for the new tohoshinki music video. and sadly it turned out to be crappy. but thanks to some people it actually already has some favorites in my account! hehe. i want to make more wall papers but i kinda have a problem. to be in front of my computer i must be sitting in an indian sit in my lower bed. and sitting this way is nit actually butt friendly... my my actual but is being a figurative ass...

the dentist took out all the thread from my gums yester day! yippy me! but she said that there should still be no negative pressure because it may cause bleeding so no straws for me...

i mostly slept yesterday because i only had 3 hours of sleep the night before... i waited till diday went offline before sleeping... miss yah na dear..ü

i'm watching goong again. i already finished it last december but tere were problems with the last 2 episodes so i'm watching it again... i so wanna kill kim jeong hoon every time i see his face... rar!

well that's it! back to watching!

*~ciao for now!

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

lovin' you

2007-05-24T03:01:00.000+08:00

so yeah... i'm having a very wonderful night despite the fact that i'm in a desperate nee of painkillers because of my jaw and my ear is leik painful everytime i touch it...

i dowonloaded tohoshinki's 11th single "lovin' you" and yes i am lovin it.! i already watched and am currently downloading its official video and yesh it made me teary eyed... not only because i am hearing them perform a new song but because the video is sad. in some parts of the video all the members except for joongie looks stupid because they are singing but you can't hear anything but joongie's voice. you can see them lipsynching to something... but that something is leik only audible to dogs or something haha... here's the vid.ü

Online Videos by Veoh.com

i made 2 new wallies. and yesh you can see kangta in both of my new creations... haha..ü the second one makes me laugh... hahaü

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

patatata! iloveyou <3

2007-05-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

wondering about my blog title? haha... weird right? here's the explenation.

yesterday rin, didsz and i met up to watch shrek the third and have our ears peirced. and since rin has classes up to around 2:00 didsz and i went to our new home... tri noma! gawsh that mall is leik so huge! we even got lost haha. we played in timezone we had fun and actually won some candies *more on that later*. we went to toys r us and actually had some fun playing! guess who won in the match of peter pan vs. voltes five... nyahaha! lunch at jollibee's... nice branch. it has sofas

we met up with rin in sm we searched everywhere for nice cross earing but we couldn't find nice ones. we had our ears peirced and with their crooked philosophy on heirchy i went first. haha. 2 pairs of peircings and counting! i'll have my next pericings in a couple of months... more or less on my birthday... we then went to have our picture taken. as usual the service was leik so uberly slow so we just had some fun douing some razy stuff while the photographer was doing something else. when the photographer came we were still fooling around... we were so glad that our ears didn't look as red as they were...

shrek the third was fun. though the previous movies were better.. it was kinda weird that even though we were watching an animated movie full of magical creatures and gay wooden puppets our fangirl nature would still come out. whn puss did his cutie thing it all remnded us of kim heechul. and when captain hook started playing a piano in the forest, rin and i remembered the vodeo of tvxq's Midohyo while didsz remembered tvxq's Hiyaya. weird huh?

thankie rin for the cp ornament that blushes around the nose and says i love you everytime you press it! we went to buy a happy meal in mcdo... rin and i both got shrek babies... so cute it burps laughs and says patatata every time you press its back.. haha...

add on:: i bought a new bag and it's pink! yay me!

for some odd reason i fell asleep around 8:30 pm yesterday and woke up past 11:30 this morning... i finally finished watching hana yori dango returns... it's leik so long overdue! it's kinda funny how the whole second season of meteor garden fit in just 2 episodes of hana yori dango... haha...

anywiz thats it for now... i wanna make something before i go on my korean marathon once more...

ps. didsz mamimiss kita! nyaah!:hugs and gives a smooch on teh cheeks:

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3>

old mvs... just for an update

2007-05-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

i just wanna write something here for the sake of actually putting up a post. i want to write at least one post for every 24 hours just so i won't feel lazy.

i watched some old korean mvs. i did it because of Kim Bomi. i saw her profile ni wiki and well... i really find her atractive. i now know that she was once part of a group (M.I.L.K.). after the group disbanded she is the least active. she's featured in 5 music videos and 2 episodes of TVXQ's 2006 banjun dramas. i have already watched those banjun dramas and 3/5 of the mvs. in the banjun drama "the most unforgetable girl in my life" she had leukemia and died. in "dangerous love" it was not specified if she died in the end but all events lead to that conclusion. the third thing i watched is fly to the sky's 2004 video "goodbye" she died in this mv. after seeing those 3 i pitied bomi for playing such roles... why not let her live? then i watched shinhwa's 1999 video "yo!" she lived up to the end of the video but she led a miserable life. she was a batered child with lots of family problems, her classmates hate her. she had a boyfriend. they met because he snatched her bag while riding a motorcycle. he read her diary and saw her picture. one day while bomi was running and crying he decided to give back her bag. you think after all this her life would be better. think again, in the end her boyfriend died... haha i've got this feeling that bomi is jinxed... the last video that i watched is shinhwa's 2000 video "all of your dreams" she lived, but i think her boyfriend wound up dead or was just

severely beaten up... nyaha...

i watched SM Town's 2003 video of "Hello Summer" again hopping to get a glimpse of M.I.L.K. sadly i couldn't see them cause they didn't have closeups. i dunno maybe i did see Bomi but my copy of the video is not that great so i'm not sure if that was actually her. i found out that PARK HEE BON from the TVXQ 2006 banjun dramas "the most unforgetable girl in my life" ,"dangerous love" and the TVXQ theater drama "vacation" was also a member of M.I.L.K. and a current member of SM TOWN. i watched SM Town's 2006 summer video "red sun" and SM Town's 2006 winter video "snow dream". HeeBon did not have a solo in any of those videos but she has a closeup in "snow dream". i also found out that she is currently acting in the mbc drama "rainbow romance" along side Kim HeeChul and Kim Kibum of Super Junior. she is also Kim HeeChul's coDJ in Youngstreet. she was also featured in a fly to the sky's 1999 video "day by day". sadly i havn't watched this video cause i can't find it.. huhu...:c

i have written a lot considering the editing... i must now sleep for i have a date with my friends and shrek later.. nyaha! trinoma here i come! wahaha!!!

*~ ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

love is a wonderful thing

2007-05-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

my se7en days are currently making a comeback. my playlist is composed of more or less 4 hours of se7en's wonderful voice. the henna tattoo that eijii made for me is still visible in my forearm. i am longing for more of his music and videos. sadly his US debut is postponed because his debut song was released in the internet.*i am guilty of actually having a copy of that song*

my deviantArt account is actually lacking some se7en goodies. crappy me always making dongbang stuff... haha.

i noticed that i am actually writing in english oncemore. i am shocked that the grammar fearie and the spelling gnome are not attacking me. hmm... am i back to my old english speaking days? oh how i miss james so much.*my constant bickering with him made my english more fluent and he actually made my retorts uglier... he made my thinking of insults a heck of a lot snappier*

i'm still excited in writing here in my blog. maybe it's because it's still new. i remember that i had a lot of failed attempts in keeping a diary. the end results are the same. i'm too lazy to write one night, then the next then the next until all the memorable events have piled up and i decide to write oncemore. then i realize that i have already forgotten some important events making my writing slobby and full of inserts here and there making me lazy to write more. i dunno if actually keeping this blog will be easier for me since i'm not writting but typing. i think jotting down thoughts this way is a hell of a lot easier than actually writing with pen and paper. it's a hell of a lot faster.

my jaw is still swelling. crappy wisdom teeth. here's the story... roughly 1and 1/2 months ago while cramming*i was so afraid of not graduating... but thank god i've been practicing the art of cramming for more or less 7 years already* i felt that my upper right wisdom toot is starting to grow out. i remembered what the dentist told me when i consulted for a second round of braces. she told me that there is a very high risk that my wisdom teeth are impacted and it is really necessary that these impacted teeth are removed before they start making damages. since the upper tooth did not give me discomfort at first i decided to ignore it. but suddenly around 2 weeks ago i felt a familar sensation in my mouth. my bottom right wisdom tooth is jealous of the upper right one that it to decided to come out. sadly this one i can't ignore. the second tooth is located under a bone. so yeah it started to hurt. so last wednesday we went to the dentist. she said that the upper tooth needs to be pulled out while the bottom one needs a minor surgery. she took an x-ray and wrote a letter to my mom explaining the consult. after that dental appointment my brother decided to go o a sports shop and look at darts. me being uninterested and sleepy looked around and was actually fascinated by the fishing hooks and all the other stuff..

that afternoon my borther told me that my mom decided that i shold have the surgery the following day... so yeah. SURPRISE!!! since i can't back out i just agreed and well had the surgery. with my mobile drugs *thank you eijii for digitally mmodifying the tracks so that it's actually feels like it's love and it's smaller than the regulars* and the aneasthesia, i can't feel the slice of the scalpel.but i can still feel the two pairs of hands that's tinkering in my mouth. funny thing even though i'm listening to my mobile drugs i can hear their conversation on pigs tits and sinigang sa aratelis. the surgery lasted 3 whole hours. while the surgeon is stitching my gums i felt like a fish being reeled in by and avid fisher. sadly i heard the surgeon telling my dentist that my gums ripped and it was like so hard to stitch up. throughout the surgery the surgeon kept telling me to keep my eyes closed. everytime i keep my eyes closed scenes from the medical drama HOUSE M.D. kept flashing in my mind.

on teusday i'll have my ears peirced with a few of my friends and yay! after a very long wait we're gonna watch shrek the third! i'm like so excited! bwahahaha! i hope this swelling jaw subsides soon.

and now to actually make sense of the title, here is se7en with his rendition of a micheal bolton song entitled love is a wonderful thing. i'll post the lyrics first and then the video. the video is from a korean show "LoveLetter"

Birds fly, they don't think twice
They simply spread their wings
The sun shines, it don't ask why
Or what the whole thing means
The same applies to you and I
We never question thatS
o good, it's just understood
Ain't no conjecture
Just a matter of fact
Love is a wonderful thing
Make ya smile through the pouring rain
Love is a wonderful thing
I'll say it again and again
Turn your world into one sweet dream
Take your heart and make it sing
Love, love is a wonderful thing
The only thing a river knows
Is runnin' to the sea
And every spring when a flower grows
It happens naturally
The same magic when you're in my arms
No logic can define
Don't know why, just feels so right
I only know it happens every time.
Love is a wonderful thing
Make ya smile through the pouring rain
Love is a wonderful thing
I'll say it again and again
Turn your world into one sweet dream
Take your heart and make it sing
Love, love is a wonderful thing
Oh when the cold wind blows
I know you're gonna be there to warm me
That's what keeps me goin'
And our sweet love will keep on growin'
Just keeps growin'Love is a wonderful thing
Make ya smile through the pouring rain
Love is a wonderful thing
I'll say it again and again
Turn your world into one sweet dream
Take your heart and make it sing
Love, love is a wonderful thing
Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing
Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing
It's what makes honey taste sweet
It's what makes your life complete

this song can actually be the theme song of my addiction.. bwahahaha! here's the vid. se7en is so like hot!

*~ciao for now

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him

finally a blog... a long first post...

2007-05-20T02:58:00.000+08:00

so yeah... this is like so long overdue. i've been wanting to make a blog of my own for like months. but i can't get myself to make time and actually create one. thats why my multiply and deviantart accounts are considered as my 'blogs' but now... yay!

i'm an addict i know... and i consider it drugs... all the music videos, the cfs, interviews and shows. ~how am i supposed to live without you now that i've been lovin you so long...~ my life currently revolves around korean bishies. this addiction is taking over my life...*redundant much* but who cares? i don't! i'm happy, and that's all that matters right?

i hope it's that simple... what will happen when school starts? once schools starts i really need to straighten up my act. specially since i want to transfer to UP Diliman next school year and actually run for honors. i know i was so careless during highschool. i know that i could have easily received a medal during graduation if i actually made an effort. all my teachers nag me every time i see them that i should do my best since i was (and hoping that i still am) good. and carrying some regrets form highschool i am aiming for something that they say can easily acheived by me... i know it's possible but with the current state of my addiction, i am a little scared.

yes i am now eating, sleeping and breathing korean bishies. mainly Se7en, Dong Bang Shin Ki, and Super Junior. actually it's juts them. a total of 19 cute and talented guys. and yes i am still bitter to ryeowook but whatdaheck i like his voice even though its a little pitchy at times. it's already a daily ritual to watch them perform. a day would not be complete withou seeing them, and by that a minimum of an hour and a half of watching videos, some time spent in picture browsing while their songs resonate in the background. i like my addiction. it's legal and i'm happy.

but don't get me wrong. it doesn't mean that just because it's legal and it makes me happy means that it's actually good for me. there are so many downsides to this addiction specially since i am the one addicted to it. once i'm addicted to something, man it so hard to stop!

Downpoints:

major distraction!
costly(our electricity bill is thru tthe roof)
constant feeling of drowning everytime i find some pictures
dreaming
every little thing makes me think about them
it has a certeain effect my being fluent in english...
(gonna put an emphasis by repeating)DISTRACTION!

how am i supposed to concentrate on my studies with this addiction lingering in the back of my mind? gah! how can i make this addiction in to something that'll make me do well? shall i make it a price or a motivation that if i do well, the possibility of acheiving my dreams of going over seas and seeing them will be higher?

already a long post. i'll update soon. i have lots to put in here...

*~ciao for now.

niXXie

se7en loves me and i <3 him